I’m not going to lie 2018 was a ROUGH year. I’m not even really sure exactly why, it just seemed as though everything I wanted I couldn’t have and everything that could’ve gone wrong, did. In the depths of my despair, wondering why my life was going like this, I stumbled upon the Law of Attraction. It’s simple really, it only consists of the concept that like attracts like, and so by being so negative and down about myself and the world around me I was unknowingly bringing more bad things into it. I was fascinated by the idea and so I did more research, reading articles and books and watching youtube videos. I learned that some of the most successful people in the world believe in the Law of Attraction: Jim Carrey, Jay Z, Oprah, Will Smith, Elon Musk, and the list goes on and on.
I learned that to use the LoA I had to tap into this greater energy that we all have access to by raising my vibrational frequency to the level of positivity that I want in my life. The most important part is to believe but you also must be grateful for what you have, take care of yourself and treat yourself with love and respect, and have faith and love in other people. Even Nikola Tesla, widely considered to be the smartest man who ever lived, believed that we lived in an energetic universe and to understand life we must understand frequency.
As someone who has always experienced crippling anxiety and a coming-and-going of depression this idea was really intriguing to me and I decided to give it a shot. I started thanking the universe for my car, my bed, food and water, my health; every day things that at first felt silly but after a while of saying it I truly began to feel lucky to have these things in my life. As funny as it sounds, I could actually feel my “vibrations” rising and a greater sense of happiness flowing into my life. I started meditating and even tried yoga for the first time, and as time went on I truly began to feel better. My only problem is I wasn’t consistent, I thought “oh I feel better I can stop working so hard at this now,” and that is why I have fallen back to my old ways of chronic stress. And honestly, I’m really not happy about it.
Sticking with something like this, where it takes times to see results and, once results are seen you must continue to practice, is hard. So that is why I started this blog, to keep myself on track and motivated to see this experiment through and at the end of 2019 be able to see my progress. Whether you believe in all of this stuff or not (I didn’t at first) I know first-hand that living my life according to the rules of vibrational energy and the LoA has genuinely made it better, and I’m excited to see where it takes me.